I can't

I become weak, when u are near to me, but i feel same time my self so strong.
But i can't say u anything what i feel
because u don't feel same.
I still live my life and become stronger than ever.
I control my life allways and forever,
but when u are near to me,
my heart and mind can't do anything
and my body stops for a while.
I can't do anything,
i can't say anything.
i just stand and look at u.
I want to say something,
do something.
And then u talk to me,
and i can speak again
my body start to working,
and i get my life back.
And u don't take over me again.